When my heart fights.

Going to Hillsong seems like a grand adventure.  I wonder what the Lord is going to do through this experience.  I have grown to accept the fact that I won’t see or touch my family or close friends for a year, that my niece and nephew may not recognize/like me when I return, and that I will be spending Christmas alone.  But there is one little girl in  my life that I cannot bear to leave.  My heart aches every time I think about not seeing her for a year.  My mind and my heart toss and turn and I realize it might be the hardest thing I will ever do.  So tonight I just don’t want to think about it.  But I needed to get that off my chest.  I hope to talk to her mom and pops about it soon, but I just can’t face the fact yet.




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