Month: August 2011


Why didnt I dye my hair brown earlier?????? I think I was always meant to be one, I mean for crying out loud, God gave me almost BLACK eye brows, with blonde hair? He knew I was going to need a change.  And I actually love it, I feel like I get more respect oddly enough, and if (at this point) I throw on my raybands, NO ONE knows its me…and thats awesome.  Here is a pic with me and my cheeky babes Getty. Love her with all my heart.  She is the reason I am running a half and a full marathon this year.  A week from today I will probably be crapping myself as I get ready and get to bed only to wake up at THREE AM to get to the race by 4:30 am and to start the race by 6 am. HOLY CRAP! Ok lets do Looking for a new generation iPod to borrow so I can video part of the race…Any takers? Owl necklace up for grabs, I am desperate to document!!!


hmm….tired thoughts.

I am getting closer to my half marathon! Things that are helping me keep my sanity in the midst of my crazy life: my journal, and the thought of Getty.  God is teaching me to trust him through all of this.
My volleyball girls are being really supportive of my race as well, always asking me how my run went, or how much I am running that day. I feel like I am getting stronger and stronger, but am not quite there yet.  Got my top for the race today (I think).  Its a deep purple long sleeve nike top. LOVE buying workout clothes.  I think I am going to embroider (As crazy as this sounds) a seashell bra onto the front 🙂 LOL.  We’ll see, but I think it would look amazing.
ps- I have the best sisters.

Dont Let the Bastards Get You Down

Cheers to the freakin weekend. Rihanna is music to my ears right now.  Rihanna’s Cheers(Drink to that) has a nice beat to it… “Got my ray bands on and Im feeling hella cool tonight”.  I am struggling through life a lot.  Anxiety is flowing through my blood. I hate it. Bad dreams and a stressful life…no bueno. ‘Don’t let the Bastards get you down’…Thanks Rihanna…I needed to hear that. Lol.

Oh yeah…Makeover on Saturday…To anyone who reads this….(no idea)…Im going DARK! Cheers.


The other night I had a dream I was in a car accident. Mckenzie, who is always with me in my car accident dreams, was there, and this time so was Madi.  I was backing up and was not able to reach my brake and could only hit the gas.  Someone driving towards me at the same time ran into me.  I felt the impact and cringed.  Instantly my back started to become numb and the side of my face felt numb.  It felt so real. This lady knocked on my window to see if we were alright, the girls were, but everything was sounding echoey to me.  I said “no I am not alright, can’t you see my ear is bleeding..”  She said, “oh your deaf? Ok! That’s ok!”.
“No! Im not deaf, cant you see the blood, hello? I am really hurt, don’t you see the swelling?”